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Homecoming!

Dec 9th, 2007 by Eric Pepin | 1

Merry Christmas all,

What an absolutely amazing journey this RV Tour has been. About 74 days in total. So I just wanted to give you all a brief update, before I add the rest of the entries.

We arrived home safely late on Sunday night after a long 7 hour drive up from the San Francisco area. Originally Eric planned on splitting up the last trek, to stop by Redwood Forest State Park. But we decided instead to drive the whole distance to Portland up interstate 5. Eric traveled ahead of us this time, and called us once he got through the Mount Shasta pass to explain what we could expect weather wise. Thank god for that bit of clarity on what to expect. He said to just put it in 4 wheel drive mode and don’t drive faster than 35 miles per hour and not to follow any other people too closely.

When we got up there it was intense with winds and snow coming down, making me nervous while towing the rig. I had driven through a blizzard on Shasta about 4 years ago. It was the scariest experience ever. I was in a Honda Civic, sliding around all over the place. This time my vehicle weighed quite a bit more, and didn’t slide *as much*. But I was still tense as a rock!

Once the snow faded, we descended through Grants Pass and got another call from Eric. Turns out he was in the middle of an Oregon wind storm. He said the news reported 100mph hurricane force winds were blasting through the entire state and that drivers should be very cautious.

Talk about earning your way back home! What else could happen?  All in all, that last leg of the trip was one I won’t ever forget. We saw a transformer blow out just south of Eugene. It lit up the entire sky with bright greens and blues for 2 seconds. Like someone had a light switch to the entire horizon flipping it on and off 15 times in one second. I have never seen something like that. Anyway, we arrived home safe and sound, parked the rig and headed up to Eric’s house at 10:30pm. Everyone was gathered there for the homecoming.

Seeing everyone again was so nice and a bit surreal. Made me realized how much I missed home. We walked in and I noticed his home smelled and felt of Christmas and the winter season. It was just surreal, like a story. The fireplace was going, cookies and cakes were out, everyone was smiling and laughing while greeting us as we walked in the living room. Warm hugs all around. I’m sure Thomas and I looked pretty bad from driving, it was pretty funny. Ahh, so good to be home I thought looking over at Eric laying on the couch. I sat down next to him and enjoyed the memory. He asked if it felt weird to be home, I said definitely. We both agreed it was a long time coming. Everyone stayed there until about midnight before going home to bed. Then it finally set in, the trip is complete.

I’d like to also share some thoughts on the last event we had on the trip. Going back to the day before we arrived home, in Woodside, CA. The event was incredible, and was all caught on video. (which will be posted soon).

Eric started off with Q and A. Someone got him to describe some of the psychic methods he would use in his youth. This is information he has never spoken about in as much detail. This area led into him teaching the essentials about the techniques of scrying (with amazing detail; how it works will blow your mind), summoning entities, how fear fits into it, and much more.

Then he finished teaching about “the Kingdom”, a method he used in his youth to employ more of his mind’s full capability to inwardly work with situations in life. He first revealed this knowledge during the Rhode Island event, although there wasn’t enough time to lead a guided session at that time. (I will blog about that event soon) But on Dec 1st he led the group through a guided “dreamscape-ish” session on creating their own internal Kingdoms, starting from absolute black all the way through bustling communes and ecologies representing ongoing activity in outer life. And as always, in person, Eric broadcasts amazing visual detail within the dream canvas of those he takes to that ‘place’. I can’t wait until we couple the Woodside session with the Rhode Island video footage. It will be great to use it in the Star Reach Program. It’s going to generate some amazing growth and results for those that practice it consistently.

He concluded after answering an outstanding question along the lines of how the Inbetween and enlightenment relate. You could feel everyone in the room become laser focused. (For those that don’t know, “The Inbetween” is a very high state of consciousness; a place of dimensional awareness where miracles occur and realizations flourish). Many people assume the Inbetween is the state of enlightenment, and if you have been Inbetween, you would understand why.

However that Saturday, Eric revealed new insights about the Inbetween state of consciousness and how it relates to entering into enlightenment. I don’t want to give it away but I was literally vibrating in my seat, awkwardly breathing in the changing thickness of energy in the air, while absorbing the prana pouring out from his mind. He peeled back descriptive layers of what to expect while Inbetween, from the initial sensations, to explaining the deeper more abstract states and dimensions you can move into. Absolutely profound information. Everyone said after that the room became iridescently aglow with his Auric intensity. This is a very typical effect when he talks about the Inbetween.

It was a fascinating span of knowledge, and everyone shifted.

And while I’m on this note, people have asked when the rest of the trip and events will be posted on YouTube. There are a number of clips that will be added soon, from Texas and California, but the majority of the trip (over 50gb worth of audio and video footage) will be compiled into a series of modules. Named something like “The 2007 RV Tour Series”. We haven’t yet decided the final details, but this compiling and editing will be finished in the near future and will be announced on the Navigator Site. There is simply too much footage to host online. So stay tuned!

Before I conclude this update, I want to finish with a few reflections I’ve had since coming back home.

So much has happened in the last few months. From transmissions blowing out and outrunning storms, to visiting breathtaking areas in nature and massive historic cities on the east coast, to opening dimensional vortices in Eric’s home town and seeing the places of his past experiences as a child, to meeting and working with fellow white cells along the way, this trip has been absolutely incredible.

Someone once said, “We live but a fraction of our lives”. And it’s so true. But since the day I met Eric, like in the song from Heart, he has been the Magic Man and that fraction of my life has been filling exponentially ever since. Through knowing him, throughout this tour, my life has gone through a “quickening”. I don’t mean that my experiences happen faster in time; instead, deepen in content and meaning in each passing moment. And what is created are lasting memories. The kind that remain true and deep over many years.

What is so special about Eric? Why have I hardly ever seen him drained after giving ? I know it’s not just a circumstantial thing, or dependant on some place or time; it’s ALL the time, anywhere. It’s a kind of quality he broadcasts. One might think it’s because he is who he is. That he must connect to unlimited prana, or some other metaphysical energy. But I don’t think energy mindfulness is enough.

Eric teaches that we come here to experience this dimension through our human vessels… for God. But I ask you to really reflect on what that means. The Force experiences this dimension THROUGH us. Which makes it up to us to live it! Most people live for themselves, without remembering the original reason they are here, and by doing burn out, limited to their body’s own inherent laziness. That laziness limits the connectivity to life, to this dimension. It doesn’t yield experience, and certainly doesn’t motivate one to live truly. I believe Eric dimensionally saw through this situation, this red-cell syndrome. And I know from observing him over the years that he never forgets that “promise” to the force through his life I’ve observed.

“As we express our gratitude, we must never forget that the highest appreciation is not to utter words, but to live by them.” - JFK

Eric has taught me by example, not just through words. His isn’t a personal or self-centric motivation for love or power, but a service to the divine stretched through his life in all ways. He has a deep gratitude for this dimension and its lush experiences, a gratitude that life here exists in first place. And I speak for many people when I say I can physically feel this radiating when near him, even through the darker rougher times.

Eric loves and really lives life. From the surprise on people’s faces that he sets up Christmas decorations every year and loves the coziness it brings, to walking the seedy historic streets of the French Quarter in New Orleans, to UFO tracking and opening dimensional gates to interact with beings from parallel worlds.

He made a promise, a promise to someone or “something” (God) that he would rather die before letting it fade. I ask myself how rare it is, to know a being that lives by and teaches from that standard in this day and age!? I’ve never felt another with as much voracity to live and experience life, with a genuine love for others to do the same… for the Force.

Never before meeting him have I lived so fully and completely and I wouldn’t have 10% of the memories I have, had it not been for him pushing me.

Thank you from the very bottom of my heart Eric. Thank you for your friendship and undying devotion to give this gift to others, to help them find that subtle purpose to live passionately for the Force.

Thank you all for stayed tuned in. I hope you take time to remember why you are here in this life, living it, and your connection to the Force. I hope you share that reason with others, through example. If there is one thing I have learned from Eric, it is the joy of giving.

This season, pay it forward as Eric does. Create an experience for someone else. Inspire them. See their eyes light up in appreciation of life. Feel the joy of serving the Force without condition.

From all of us at Higher Balance, we wish you a very Merry Christmas!

Matt Struve

PS… And now that we are home, and the uncertainties and challenges on the road are no more, stay tuned for the rest of the blogs from the trip.

One Comment on “Homecoming!”


  1. Lynderela said:

    love ya, dude
    made me cry … again

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